Hmm

I went to a couple open houses today. They were fun. I'm sitting with this one girl on the upcoming Spirit Bound trip. And you know, I'm actually looking forward to it. I don't really know her very well, and she seems really cool, so it will be nice. In the past few days, I've realized one of my problems with women. All the girls I know are friends. Like, I can't date any of them. For numerous reasons. Perhaps most importantly, none of them like me. Secondly, it would just weird out the friendship. I need to learn the art of starting out a relationship with a woman from a romantic standpoint, rather than a friend standpoint. I think that would aid me. I think a lot of it though, is that I can't see myself dating a vast majority of my female friends. It just would not work. I can't see it. A few maybe, but those fall under the issues that were just covered. There's this girl that I know from WAG. We've just sort of gradually acknowledged one another through the past year or so, so now we always talk a bit when we see each other at work. She's half Brazillian, and speaks Portuguese fluently. She's really pretty. Also two years younger than me. But I was talking to her today, and I thought, "It'd be nice to do something with her." But I think she might have a boyfriend. Suck. You know how it goes. The same old thing I always bitch about. What is going on with me and women? Am I destined to live out life alone or something? I hope not. Maybe some of these England people will be cool. Mysterious girl? Anyways, I bought new sunglasses the other day. Ray-Ban aviator glasses. They're pretty cool. I'm quite pleased with them. I just need to get contact lenses so that I can see out of them now. I'm going to buy a messenger bag to carry all my junk around Europe in next year. I think I'm going to get one of those Timbuk2 ones. They seem pretty cool. Been thinking a lot about what my personal Christian faith is going to be defined as lately. I don't know, I'm disillusioned with a lot of people around me who are just my way or the highway. I don't know, there has to be more than this tunnel vision view. That opened up a whole new thing, but I don't want to get into it. I think that's it for now. Hope everyone is doing well.