Aggravation

I am aggravated. Aggravated partially with myself, partially with a friend of mine. Bottom line, I have been trying to get a hold of my best friend for the past 4-5 days, and he never calls me back, or anything. I don't know if he's pissed off at me or what, but I feel very cast aside. And I'm sure he'll read it, and get angry that I didn't talk to him first instead of writing in this thing, but I can't really tell him if he never calls me back or anything. So, there. The phone is a terrible invention. Anyways, I'm aggravated with myself, because it always seems like I have no one to do anything with. And it's partially my fault, because I never call anyone. I don't know, the phone just makes me nervous and such, and I always feel as if I'll intrude on all the cool stuff other people are doing. I don't know. It would help if people called me, but I've been known to myself, not return calls. This needs to stop, right now. People deserve open communication, and forthright answers. But anyways, yeah, I sat here for about 2 hours, and debated calling the swing girl. Then finally I say to myself, "Holy crap, you are making a stupid phone call to a friend to ask her to do something, a completely normal activity, into this completely ridiculous dramatic thing." Then of course, I called her, and no one was home. It sucked. I can't lie, I am prone to over-dramatizing things. And I need to work on stopping that. In other, happier news, I went biking today. Again. And it was fun. Holy crap, there was this intense wind, and I must have rode at least 6 miles straight into it. It sucked, but it was definitely hardcore. I had fun at work today. I enjoy working with Shane and Maegan. They are cool cats. Anyways, that's the dish. I'm watching Jerry Maguire. If any of you haven't seen it, I highly recommend it. It's from before Tom Cruise became a freak.