Irony

So, today was a fairly uneventful day. I brought a friend to church for invite a friend day, and that went well. I think he had a good time. Then, I went to Target for a while, and went through some stuff with my dad, sat around, then went to a friend's house and just sort of sat there for a while. It was interesting, I thought. I was with people I have known practically since birth, but I felt very far away. And the whole time, I constantly had the swing dancing girl from the previous post on my mind. Here's the irony of the title. I actually called her house to ask her to do something, or whatever, and she's not there. The one time I really do call, and don't debate myself for a week, she's not there. You have to understand, when I picked up my date for prom, I waited outside her door for 3 minutes, because I was so nervous to ring the doorbell. I mean, she knew I was coming, I knew she knew I was coming, she knew it was a dance, so did I. But still, I got so nervous over something I shouldn't have been that nervous about. And I do that whenever I do something with the opposite gender, especially with people I am attracted to. But of course this time, when I just did it, she wasn't home. In the words of Vincent Vega, what a jip. Anyways, I'm looking to find some clothing to wear to this wedding I'm going to in about 2 weeks. I'm looking at the Bachrach site. You must understand, Bachrach is my preferred men's clothier. I love the clothing from that shop. If you are a male, and need to look good, go to www.bachrach.com. I don't know, I have a thing for fashion. It's one of my foils. When I do have a need to dress up and look respectable, I want to look stylish. Vain, I know, but what can you do? Probably just have enough will power to stop being so self centered. I can work on it. Anyways, so yeah. That was my day, in a nutshell. I've been thinking the past couple days that I want to do something exciting next summer. Like work at a camp or something. I have a friend who is a counselor at the Bible camp I frequented as a child. I used to dream of being a counselor there. They always seemed so cool. But I'm not so sure anymore. The camp has gotten so big, and corporate, and I don't know, I feel like the soul of the place has left. Possibly I should work to try and restore the spirit of the place I felt in my youth. Or maybe I've just outgrown it, that could be it. I don't know. I want to do something significant, but I don't want it to be selfish. Like, I don't want to work at a camp because I want to enhance my faith, or have people be envious of me, or posture around as a "cool" counselor. In all fairness, I'd probably be the weird eccentric counselor that only the kids like myself would enjoy. I don't know, I have this notion about myself that I would be good with older kids, especially intelligent ones. People who have a dry sense of humor. Anyways, yeah. I think it would be fun to just get out of the pharmacy for a summer, and create some new experiences. Do something where I can make a difference. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the pharmacy, for what it is. A job to give me spending money for college. Not something I want to do forever. Anyways, that's about it. Catch you all later.