New York, and back

Hello people. I have not posted for a while, as I have been busy traveling to Japan, China, and most recently, New York City and back. I've had fun. I definitely miss the city now, and my friends. I don't know, as I return, especially from the Spirit Bound trip to NYC, I feel very alone. It's a strange sensation. It seems that all my friends are very busy, and I have a lot of time, but no one to spend it with. Maybe I've watched Lost in Translation too many times. It seems the only excitement in my week is going swing dancing on Thursday. Other than that, I don't really know what I'm going to do, except things that are really depressing, like cleaning out my room so my dad can move. Something I don't want to happen. I wish I could call that one girl that I've talked about before, and just go chat or get some coffee, but like everyone else, she's always working. And of course, when other people get off work, I am on work this weekend. Oh well. I suppose it could be worse. I really want to go see Batman, or Star Wars again. I've only seen it 6 times so far. I also miss Myra. That had nothing to do with Star Wars, but I miss that girl. I need to find some sort of hobby, or find more stuff to do. My life right now just seems so rootless. I long for the exciting life I found in Tokyo and New York, full of lights and music. Speaking of music, I really want to go back to New York and see Chicago and Wicked on Broadway. I hope I will be able to. I guess that's the difficult part of traveling, you always have to come back. But still, it just sort of puts you on a downer for a while, thinking of how exciting life would be if only you were someplace else. I think the thing that gets me the most these days is how people never seem to call me. Being, with only a couple exceptions from my high school, my friends never call me to ask me to do something, especially females. Are my personality traits so geeky as to warrant such treatment? I don't know, maybe. But, I can't really change it. I like who I am. I just wish I could find people who find what I like enjoyable as well. When you dress up as a Jedi though, it takes a little searching. I think I can handle it, I just want it to speed up faster. Right now, I'm writing this at my best friend's house. And his girlfriend is over, so I am just very uncomfortable. I sort of know this woman, so it shouldn't be this bad, but I am not good with people. Especially when my friend and I have a relationship so deep, and I really wanted to talk to him. The presence of this girl, not her or his fault by any means, just is making things difficult for me. I need to work on social situations. Because I think this person is very nice, but the signals I am sending out mean otherwise, I think. Anyways, I'm out. Have a good night everyone.