Sincerity

So, it's Sunday night right now. It's been a pretty good weekend. My past week has been pretty much consumed with the spring opera. We did "The Merry Wives of Windsor," and it went pretty well. I thought I really played well last night especially. So, I was happy with that. We had a trombone choir concert today, and that actually went pretty well. I really biffed up one of our songs, but played really well on another. Yeah, I was really pleased with one of them. Man, I was just sort of chilling out with Emily in and around the concert time. We were just sort of talking, joking about the music and stuff. We played Finlandia (by Sibelius) arranged for trombone choir. Note to any potential composers. Don't arrange Finlandia for trombone choir. I really wish I knew what inspired people to arrange music for trombone choir in the first place. Anyways, I just really felt sad that I couldn't spend more time with her. I was really sad she was not my girlfriend. I was not angry, or bitter, or depressed, or anything. Just sad. She's one of my very favorite people, and one of the best girls I've ever met. Yeah, she's wonderful. Oh well, God will lead me to whatever woman he wishes, I guess. But I wouldn't complain if it was Emily. Not in the least. I went to Focus tonight (student led Christian worship). To be honest, I initially wanted to go to perhaps run into the mysterious Nottingham girl. No luck there, but the pastor gave a great message about being on the move. It really spoke to me, as I am going to be traveling to Europe next year. So yeah, it was interesting. I think it'll be a good year. I hope the mysterious girl is cool. Anyways, I've lost my train of thought. I hope everyone is well.