Bliss

Tonight, I had the most blissful dance with Emily. Like, it was just beautiful, everything about it. The way she looked, the way she smiled, the way we danced, the way we were moving. Like, all I could think about afterwards was how beautiful of a dance it was. Gah, why does she have to be in a relationship?! GAH. I can really see myself knowing her in a more than just friends relationship. Gah, it was so beautiful. How can I dance with anyone else when I love dancing with her so dang much? When I feel so wonderful dancing with her? When my world is so beautiful when I'm dancing with her? I don't know. I'm heading over to have a couple gin and tonics with her, her quasi significant other and another kid. Dang it Eric, why do you have to come in and sweep her off her feet. No, he's a great guy, but still. Gah. But also, ahhhhh.