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I think the title of this blog thing needs to be changed. "Various Musings and Commentary" just seems way too formal. So, if you have a suggestion for a new title, let me know. So anyways, thanks to everyone who responded to my question in the last posting. If you are curious, you can still give your two cents. Or five, or whatever. You get it. Anyways, I tried calling Laura the other day, but she wasn't at home. So that was uncool, but I got over it. I'm going to try and get a hold of her before swing on Thursday. That would be quite enjoyable. So tonight, I came across her own blog type internet device. It was very interesting. But then again, I say that about everyone's blog. I really do find blogs interesting. It's fun to see things from a certain person's point of view that you might not realize in everyday life. And you know, it's cool to just be able to throw out what you think, even if no one else cares. At least you gain some personal satisfaction. But anyways, yeah, I read her thing. And to me, it seemed to be full of a lot of pain. And I don't know, that was saddening, to a point. I think life would just suck if it was always full of pain and stuff. I hope I never cause her pain. I don't know. Like I've said a lot of times, I really like that girl. Whenever I'm with her, I just enjoy her presence. If the presence she has around me is all a fake for some other thing, that would suck, but I don't think it is. Well anyways, whatever. So, I worked 8 hours today, but seriously, I felt as if I was there for only like, 2. It was amazing. I wish everyday would go that fast. Work will be fun tomorrow though, I'm working with Shane all day. Which means more Leeann Chin. My friend Scott is in San Diego with his girlfriend and family. Damn girlfriend, I never get invited to go to San Diego or Montreal. I mean that in jest, of course. He wants me to come pick him up at the airport tomorrow afternoon. The thing is, if it's a late flight, that will nix any plans I might make with the L dog. That would suck. I don't know, at times I feel as if friends take advantage of my willingness to help. I'm not saying he is or anything, so don't construe this the wrong way. But at times, I find myself doing a lot for people and never really being appreciated for it. I guess that's sort of selfish. But, it happens. Anyways, I want a good day tomorrow. I want to clear my head of all this "what if" crap about Laura and just go do something. One flaw I have is indecision. Seriously, I go to frekking Target and wander for an hour, and never buy anything. I just go to look at things, debate if I want it, debate if I want it against other things, debate if I want to spend any money at all, and end up leaving, accomplishing nothing. It's lame. Anyways, I'm out. Everyone have a good one.